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Berkenaan adik OKU yang disisih ibunya. Ini janji Allah,  Buka Quran dan hadam [6:151][17:31].  For those who just/ already inside a marriage, Pay full attention to those 2 ayah, Do not kill your children because of bankruptcy. It is we who provide you and them [6: 151] Do not kill your children because of bankruptcy. It is we how provide them and you. [17: 31] Same meaning, but in different sequence of 'you' and 'them'. "You' in the ayah is referring to parents and 'them' the children. By exchanging the sequence of the 2, it change the focus of the ayah. [6: 151] Allah swt tell the parents that experience hunger (suffering tak cukup duit etc) not to worry while in [17:31] the same advice towards parents who fear to be bankrupt because of the children. One ayah for parents who already in suffocation while the other one for those who fear to experience that. Quran is beautiful aiyt? Indeed its not a word of a man. Jangan risau, lagi-lagi buat ibu bapa m...

I'm gonna tell you a story about rezk. So there is this person, who i acknowledge him as a teacher. Been learned remotely this past years thus i make a dua so that one day i can attend his classes face-to-face. Hamdan lillah, it happen to have a seminar from him here. Apparently, i don't have enough money for the fee. Kinda disappointed though. And then Allah give a present, a chances to be a volunteer for the event perhaps i could curi-curi belajar then. But, i wanna more, to seat in between the student of knowledge to be fully committed and focus during the teaching. I keep my niat in my prayers. And then, bi iznillah there's a scholarship for that. I got half the price. Thumma alhamdulillah. And thanks also to brother Kashmiri. To learn from Ustaz Nouman Ali Khan. Wallahi, kelas tadi sangat-sangat padat dan santai. Ustaz berkongsi keunikan alQuranul karim, ilmu-ilmu untuk memahami Quran itu sendiri dari kedua sudut micro dan macro. Ada rezeki insyaAllah  akan di...

To have my faithful thought, To treat everyone that Allah swt  permit to come across our life, Regardless their gender, Regardless their believes, To look at them as they're, To treat at them with hikmah and adab, No feeling attached, No hope attached, No hatred too, Like we all used to do at the age of 5, As an innocence young child, Why hate if we can love?

Hidup ni tak lama pun. Sejak usai degree tahun lepas, sementara tunggu sesi kemasukan untuk ijazah sarjana ini. Banyak masa aku habis dengan uzlah serta khalwah. Tengok balik kehidupan yang lepas. Masa yang telah aku habiskan, Kekuatan diri yang telah digunakan, Serta dosa-dosa yang mencemarkan diri, Memang tika itu banyak membelek kitab sahih bukhari yang dibeli melalui team Muslim Heroes dulu. Hanya sekadar baca dan cuba hayati kisah-kisah para sahabats dengan Rasulullah saw melalui hadis-hadis itu. Lainnya permikiran dan visi diorang dengan kita ini. Lepas grad, cari kerja, kumpul duit, kahwin dan tunggu mati sambil melihat anak-anak membesar. Mainstream sangat hidup macam tu. Bulan 8 nanti genap usia 25 tahun. Allah kata dalam surah alAhqaf ayat 15, turning point hambaNya pada umur 40 tahun. Serta majoriti umur umat akhir zaman sekitar 60-80 tahun. Hal ini buatkan aku termenung berminggu lamanya. Lebih kurang 15 tahun lagi sebelum berumur 40 dan 25-30 tahun lagi sebelum bera...

Am not sure when my time with this thingy will come, But for the past years seeing bros with their steps in marriage its kinda pity though, Kadang-kadang both parents from both parties ok dah,  Tapi gitu-gini saudara-mara pula yang 'mendes ak', For me it's not bout how hard you struggle to earn some cash for the marriage, But, The struggle itself seems pointless if it's mean to be used for pembaziran, So entah la.. Tak nak kahwin boleh tak U_U "I'm 25 year old, I've own a house a car and a superbike, You? I've own nothing, Except for my family is keep on being a better muslim, That's more than enough for me in this dunya, If i die today at least i've no regret in this senses.." -Pernah ditanya soalan itu, and that's my answer. Orang yang tidak berharta ini cabaran dia pada mata awam lebih sikit rupanya, how to break this mindset in the society eh? Definisi harta mereka sangat fizikal. Kadang-kadang boleh demotivate kot bila fikir isu u...

Ini entri luahan perasaan. Beberapa hari lagi peperiksaan akhir untuk sem ke-2 pengajian master ini. Peperiksaan akhir dan proposal research.  I keep on pondering this few weeks. Is this really a path for me to walk with? makin istikharah makin ragu-ragu. Tahniah buat rakan-rakan sepejuangan Lightgear Dev. Team atas anugerah Hackademy just now. Proud of you guys and a big sorry sebab jadi ahli gelap sekarang ini. Will  i be a buddy for you guys or just a 'wall'.. Kadang-kadang rasa diri ini tamak.. Rindu murabbi Rindu, sangat rindu pada murabbi-ku. Rindu arwah atuk, rindu arwah maktok, rindu ustaz Khushairi. I keep revising nasihat-nasihat mereka, ilmu-ilmu dan adab yang mereka ajarkan. To look back into my life, to muhasabah. Rasa diri ini teruk sangat lately.. Allah. Perkahwinan Not sure but since last year ramai ikhwah dan seniors nak tolong carikan calon untuk aku. Serabut la. And actually i kinda semakin annoying dengan perkahwinan ini. What in...

Honestly i just don't listen to music, Make it a nasyid or black metal, But one day they change me, They happen to be so bising during the prep (but not my class la 1-3 delta is kuburan during that time, love it!) and also at our dorm. So  instead of listening to their noise i pick-up something that i don't understand. Thus, songs from animes that i watched as the lullaby. Up until today still listening to the same song though, i just don't embrace hiburan in this sense. I should be listening to Quran back then, entah-entah dah hafiz dah aku ni U_U, astagfirullahal aziim. Kadang-kadang blur juga kalau ada yang ajak bersembang perihal ini. Oh ya, bola sepak pun aku tidak tonton permainannya. And some might find me boring in this sense. This is the first english song that i happen to heard back then.  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IcseamG7ReY And why i'm sharing this? oh ya, people tend to take social media way to seriously. Tak percaya? try unfriend one of you...