Aku solat tapi aku masih si pelaku maksiat

I offer salah 5 times a day, 
Sometimes I do tahajjud,
I pay zakat,
I perform hajj,
I gave charities,


But why yaRabb!
I keep on doing the same sin over again'
It suppose to make me a better muslim and preventing me from maksiat,
But after I pray I continue ghibbah (for example)..

If we're facing the same situation, there're something wrong with our prayers and ibadah. Ponder upon our amal, and perform troubleshooting. It might be our khusyuk, it might be we perform the amal (e.g solah) as an act of a'dat, and the worst it might be we don't understand at all the solah, the Quran the deen itself and so on... 


Beramal dengan kefahaman dan ilmu, 
baru terbit kerendahan hati,
baru terbit rasa khusyuk,
baru terang matlamat hidup,
moga makin bertambah taqwa,
taqwa seorang hamba;
biiznillah..



Murabbi kata tak mengapa tak hafal surah panjang-panjang tapi faham surah pendek-pendek, bila faham baru boleh beramal dengan intipati kalammullah itu. Quran bukan mentera, berbuih mulut membaca tapi tidak terkesan di hati. Baca Quran dan jangan lupa tadabbur.

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